Today is THE day we find out if we are pregnant or NOT!
I know we are NOT as last week I started spotting which honestly at the time I wasnt too concerned about but when this turned into consistant bleeding on Friday I began to freak out. It was bright red blood, (new blood = bad), not old blood which is brown! I know that sounds SO gross and way too much information, but perhaps someone reading this might be having a similar experience that turned out ok. Which is why I'm inclined to share such things with you all.
So here I am waiting for time to fly by and for the results to be called through, my stomach is in knots, my tummy is cramping like there is no tomorrow AND yes I AM still bleeding.
Not a great start to my first IVF cycle!
I dont expect a positive result today and IF I did get one I'd probably fall down in shock.
I am a firm believer that everything happend for a reason but I still dont understand why I cannot fall pregnant naturally. I'm fit and healthy and it just seems so unfair!
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