My girlfriend CB and her beautiful daughter ISB came over to visit this week, ISB looks just like her daddy but she has CB's lips and is so chatty its just lovely to watch. I cannot wait for this to happen with Sara.
We are going to Phillip Island for the Easter weekend, I am very anxious. I really dont think that Sara is old enough to be away from her still very new home but very familiar and safe surroundings.
Sure enough, Sara played up all weekend, she was so very unsettled. I removed us both from the loud dinner party that was happening upstairs and went and hid with her in the bedroom, and tried to settle her down in peace. But every 5 minutes someone would come and check on us, (meaning well of course), and she would start to scream again.
Finally after hours of screaming Sara finally wore herself out and slept through her 4am feed. I was so emotionally exhausted as well but couldnt sleep at all until 7am.
The hardest thing I have found so far is how traumatic it is not knowing what is wrong with your baby and not being able to make things right.
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